Life is a journey constantly turning down an unknown path.But,it's not supposed to go like that. Crazy sad times..... Trying to be positive in this crazy world really is hard lately.Seeing a guy you care about lose their dad is really hard seeing not being able to do anything to fix the sadness.Then months later moves to Singapore really sucks knowing it'll be atleast 3 years until I see him again.Battling crying for a month straight and losing sleep over it really sucks.But atleast I know I'll have a place to stay if I ever take that crazy adventure.But I'm thankful for the friend dates we had before he left. Later through the year,having a boyfriend that seemed awesome at the time....ended up being a really big lesson of two months.But it just showed me what I do and don't want in a relationship.Just shows eventhough he may be 24 doesn't mean his maturity level is. Recently,I finally came in touch with a friend who I lost touch with for 9 years! Especially having always loved him all this time....rejecting him when I was younger because I was stupid and shy now leaves me with a crushed heart -----because he's freaking married now. :( I'm happy for him,but sad because it leaves me with the whole"What if" and many regrets haunting my mind.But you can't change the past.Ugh.But,thankfully,a reunion may be happening in March with our families.And,I just need to face the realization that it just wasn't meant to be. Moving on to more exciting things...... Zech got married in December:) 
Alan-the Best man,Me-Zech's Groomswoman:),and Cory,a groomsman 
Aniston spent her first Christmas in Texas.... :) 
Dani came down from Utah for my birthday. :) 
And Dustin stopped by as well.... 
Grace and I having fun at our work party.... 
Hanging out in Humble at a Christmas parade 
Leigh&Hector's wedding...Weston Lakes. :) 
Day before V-day at Texas Road House. :) 
Now.....just waiting for the Rodeo to come around. Until next time. |